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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

More Dilemmas...

So my daughter has drawn a card to D....

She made me promise I would send it too her....So the dilemma if I do send the card, it leaves a door open...

I've spent the last two months trying to close the doors to my past and move forward...It seems like an easy decision....Tell my daughter I sent the card and just move foward...

But some where in me I just don't know what to do...

Maybe its human nature...maybe its stupidity...maybe I'm just asking to be handed a whole lot of heart ache...

I want to send the card...but I don't want to leave that door open. Moreover I don't think I can survive the results if someone comes walking in that open door...

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