Breaks my heart...

With as strong as I have had to be....I lost it today..

My daugther has done very well with all the recent changes...

She loves D as her own mother and she completely lost it today...

I simply couldn't hold it together anymore and lost it...For well over an hour I simply sat there and held my daughter as she cried and we talked about D...

My daughter talks everyday about her...she misses her...she knows that D has run away and wants to know when she's coming back...

Today she realized, she's not coming back...